i went backwards from acceptance to grief. the closest i've felt to this is when my mom died, and i found got7 that same year. it's a feeling of loss. i cried for the first time in a long while, i cried till my teeth hurt but i'm fine. we love them and we know them and none of us can say this was unexpected. we had been unhappy for a while. jyp was making us unhappy and by we and us i mean got7 and ahgase. we've always been on the same fucking PAGE goddamnit (you know the song got7's leader wrote and was told by jyp it didn't suit got7's color only to become a fan favorite, the group's favorite, a concert favorite). this has been a long time coming. ahgases did all we could to support them, the trucks did mean something. they still have us. they know how important they're to us, they're in this together and always have been. we're in this together

nothing could be worse than the past 1.5 years of misery, humiliation and emptiness. i trust that every single member gives us more content in one year than jyp ever did. they're still our got7